I got a new xanga guys - it is

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:) love you all! -allie

Graduation

Graduation is today.  When I was really little I didn't care so much but now I hate graduation.  For the next three or four years, every graduation is going to be sad.  In the next couple of years, almost every one of my friends will graduate, and possibly move away to college (like some other lame people we know. *laugh*. jk)  And then I will be one of them.   It's way different when it is close friends graduating instead of, "Oh, I know that person! They had a really nice speech..." No. When it's one of your own friends, it makes you think about stuff like...what the future will bring, if you will even be friends later on years from now, what you will end up doing...I wish I could stop it all and just stay right here...I love it just how it is. Of all the things in this world, I hate change the most.

Zach's party is in a few hours...uh...less than one, actually. Lol so this won't be very long since I have to finish getting ready. hehe it's really funny how now I don't care anymore  what I wear! Or if I do, I start deciding 5 minutes before we leave and freak out, resulting in a very chaotic house. hehehe.

Ok tell me what I should change my xanga to.

OH last night was the grad banquet. It was tonz of fun lol *laughing at the mere thought of the play* WOW. That's all I have to say....

You guys are going to kill me when you hear this but I want to change my xanga. I'll keep this one I guess or something I don't know I'm just tired of being a crazy nut. hahaha lol!! I crack myself up. :) :) :)

I babysat the most adorable baby in the WORLD tonight!! :) He picked a little wilted flower and runs up to me and says, "Diss pritty flowa izz fo yoo!!" and gives me a big hug and then later he is just sitting on the floor and says, "I love you!" It was so cute. Two is totally my favorite age ever.  I so want to have like 6 boys and only like 2 girls.  Boys are way more fun than girls.  Girls play tea party and omw I would not be able to do that.  Haha want to learn how to play baseball!?  (Rocky laughs. hahahaha right.)

Well anyway. Three of the Howards stayed at our house and it was tonz of fun - I am SO glad they finally moved back. It took them long enough.  I didn't like the sebatical thing in the first place but it is just sad how used I got to Katie being gone. I mean I missed her but I am used to thinking of her being miles and miles away when really I could drive out and see her right now. wow.

*shakes head*

Ok this is the most random dream I have ever had in my life!

I was at family camp and eating. A bird came on the table and said, "I haven't eaten since eysterday. I'll get used to it." I felt so bad for him so I got him some food but afterwards when he left it was covered in bugs.  Then one of my mom's friends walked out wearing a pastel jumper and gave me a candle (all the girls got one...). I saw my friend and was like, "HI!!" but instead of hugging him stuck my head in the sand. I matched Shannon in red sweatshirts and all of family camp was in this one big house in a really usgly part of AZ. So this guy - the spitting image of Mr. Collins in the modern version - drives away in our car. But Kendra wanted to try on my dress (it was in the back of the car) so I ran after them. Megan was in the front seat and she liked Mr. Collins!!!!  My mother, Mrs. Bennet, wanted me to marry him but Megan (who acted just like Lizzy) wanted to. I was fine with that!!! So Mr. Collins drove away but I couldn't get out politelly. He showed us construction sites.

*dies* ...yeah.  They say dreams tell you about yourself.  ahahahahahaha!!!